its just an email.

i honestly did not know that it is possible to worry yourself sick. i know for sure, now, that it is possible. I have worried myself to the point of physical sickness. and all over something that i am sure is fine. I know that internet is not as rampant in other countries as it is here. i know flights get delayed. i know that arriving in a new country does not always leave time for phonecalls and emails. but i am afraid of what i do not know, and that email is what lets me know what is going on.

i suppose the email will arrive. i know that there are reasonable, non death/destruction-related reasons that said email has not apeared in my inbox, but i will be worried sick until it does.

in the mean time, im going to watch scrubs. I'm glad he gave me scrubs before he left. it seems to be the only thing that can take my mind off of my worries and fears and actually help me relax. i think i need a drink.